through the warmthest cord of care
your love was sent to me
i'm not sure what to do with it
or where to put it

i'm so close to tearS
and so close to
simply calling you up
and simply suggesting

we go to that hidden place .å
 
now, i have been slightly shy
but i can smell a pinch of hope
to almost have allowed once fingers
to stroke
the fingers i was given to touch with
but careful careful

there lies my ©passion hidden
there lies my ©love
i'll hide it under a blanket
lull it to sleep

i'll keep it in a hidden place .å

he's
the beautifullest
fragilest
still strong
dark and divine
and the littleness of his movements
hides himself

he invents a charm
that makes him invisible
hides in the hair

can i hide there too?
hide in the hair of him
seek solace
s a n c t u a r y

in that hidden place .å

who would have known : that a boy like him 
would have entered me lightly restoring my blisses †

who would have known : that a boy like him
after sharing my core would stay going nowhere

who would have known : a beauty this immense
who would have known : a saintly trance
who would have known : miraculous breath
to inhale a beard loaded with courage

who would have known : that a boy like him
possessed of magical sensitivity
would approach a girl like me
who carresses
cradles
his head in a bosom

he slides inside
half awake / half asleep
we faint back
into sleephood
when i wake up
the second time in his arms : gorgeousness!
he's still inside me!

....?... who would have known ...?....

a train of pearls º º º º º º º º cabin by cabin 
is shot precisely across an ocean
from a mouth

from

a

from a mouth of a girl like me

                to a boy

                                to a boy

                                                to a boy

it's not meant to be a strife
it's not meant to be a struggle uphill

you're trying too hard
surrender
give yourself in
you're trying too hard :
y o u ' r e   t r y i n g   t o o   h a r d

it's not meant to be a strife
it's not meant to be a struggle uphill
sweetly
to enjoy
it's not meant to be a strife
it's not meant to be a struggle uphill

it's warmer now : l e a n into it
unfold in a generous way
% surrender
s u r r e n d e r
undo

it's not meant to be a strife
it's not meant to be a struggle uphill

i'm praying
to be
in a generous mode
the kindness kind
t h e   k i n d n e s s   k i n d
% to share me
quietly ecstatic

it's not meant to be a strife
it's not meant to be a struggle uphill

u n d o

undo : if you're bleedingS
undo : if you're sweatingS
undo : if you're cryingS

u n d o

pedalling through
the dark currents h
i find an accurate copy
a blueprint
of the pleasure in me

          swirling
          black lilies
          totally ripe

a secret code carved

          swirling
          black lilies
          totally ripe

he offers a handshake
crooked
five fingers
they form a pattern
yet to be matched

          swirling
          black lilies
          totally ripe

on the surface simplicity
but the darkest pit in me
is pagan poetry
pagan poetry

          swirling
          black lilies
          totally ripe

.. .. . . ... . . ... ...  . .. . .... .  ... . ..

morse  : coded  : signals
they pulsate : they wake me up
from my
hibernate
 
on the surface simplicity
but the darkest pit in me
is pagan poetry
pagan poetry

i ©love him

this time
i'm gonna keep me to myself
this time
i'm gonna keep my all to myself

she ©loves him

but he makes me want to
hand myself over

she ©loves him

treading
the glacier head
looking hard for moments of shine
from twilight
to twilight

ahhh...

aurora
goddess sparkle
shoot me
beyond this suffer
the need is great

a u r o r a

ahhh...

aurora
goddess sparkle
a mountain shade
suggests your shape

i tumble down on my knees
fill the m o u t h with snow
the way
it 
m e l t s S
i wish
to meltS into you

a u r o r a

ahhh...

     spark       the      sun      off
     spark       the      sun      off
     spark       the      sun      off
     spark       the      sun      off

she touched
my arm
and smiled

one of these days soon : very soon

©love you til then
©love you til then
feel my breath
on your neck
and your  © h e a r t  will race

don't say no to me
you can't say no to me
i won't see you
denied

i'm sorry you saw that
i'm sorry he did it

an echo

a stain...

a  s t a i n . . .

i can't say no to you
i  c a n ' t  s a y  n o  t o  y o u
say nothing

      f
        r
         e
           e
            f
             a
               l
                l
                 i
                  n
                    g

                      complete

i will wade out h
till my thighs
are steeped
in burning flowers

i will take the sun in my mouth
and leap into
the ripe air
alive : with closed eyes

to dash
against darkness

in the sleeping curves
of my body

i shall enter
f i n g e r s
of smooth mastery

with chasteness
of sea-girls
will i complete the mystery
of my flesh
will i
complete
the mystery
of my flesh
my flesh

la la la la la la la la la la la la la

i have a recurrent dream
every time i lose my voice
i swallow little g l o w i n g lights
my mother and son baked for me
 
during the night
they do a trapeze walk
until they're in the sky
right above my bed
 
while i'm asleep
my mother and son pour into me
warm g l o w i n g oilS
into my wide open throat

i have a recurrent dream
every time i feel a hoarseness
i swallow warm g l o w i n g lights
my mother and son baked for me

they make me feel so much better
they make me feel better
        
we have a recurrent dream
everytime we lose our voices
we dream we swallow little lights
our mother and sons bake for us

during the night
they do a little trapeze walk
until they're in the sky
right above our heads
right above our heads

while we're asleep
my mother and son pour into us
warm glowing oilS
into our wide open throats

i have a recurrent dream...

they make me feel better
they make me feel better

if there's a troubador washingh
it is he
if there's a man about town
it is he
it there's one to be sought
it is he
if there are nine she's
they are bought for me
 
this way is
as is she
and he placed her unclothed
long (long) longlegged

a t o p   t h e   f a m i l y   t r e e

and if he has chosen the point
while she is under him
then leave her coily placed
crouched
sucking
him
for it is i with 

h e r   o n   k n e e

i leave her
without pith
or feel
and leave her be : leave her be
for he controls
what there'll be
he makes
his face known to none
for if he is seen
then all will
and all will
know

know me

a l s e m a l a l l f o r t h e s a y
e n d e n o g a t a i 
e n d e n o g a t a i - d a h

i am strong in his hands
i am beyond me
on my own i'm human
and i do faults

i do confess
i feel you trickelingS
down my shoulders
from above

mmmm mmmm mmmm mmmm

i turn myself in
i give myself up
volunteer
you own me : i'm yours

mmmm mmmm mmmm mmmm

you have to trust it
i'm eternally yours
all that i gave them
i gave to you

mmmm mmmm mmmm mmmm

so needy of comfort
but too raw to be embraced
undo this privacy
and put me in my place

mmmm mmmm mmmm mmmm

generous palmstroke
the hugest of hugs
undo this privacy
embrace

e m b r a c e   m e
e m b r a c e   m e
e m b r a c e   m e
e  e  e  e  e  e  m  m  m  m  m

mmmm mmmm mmmm mmmm

i am strong in his hands
i am above
way beyond me
i.... con...

she's strong in his hands
she is beyond her
on her own she is human
and she does faults